hachumm!!

yeah...im gettin sick..hii..my head so dizzy even not in mood for makan. pagi tadi g klinik,well jumpa ngan doc kristie...seem a year ndak jumpa..make a appointment bla2,,and she told im just tired and lack of sleep thats y im getting sick.. Already take med..so sedap tidur petang2..actually i had done almost all my work except plan,,ya..landscape plan. oh..f.y.i my team win landscape garden for third prize. hee..its kind of fun.because its my thingy since my mum grow me up at my house yang oready macam flourist place. theme tropical . ngee..

 

ok atas ni aku guna sketch up...bagi yang beginner nak wat landscape..korang ada 2 option satu authocad satu g sketch up by google..sketch up ni senang ja,,but take time la..well klu minat buat..xla rasa sgt lama tu..=) atas ni baru 40 % siap,,hee...

 ok atas ni 90%.. smpai sakit buat... still i want do architecture course but my destiny to be a teacher, like my fren said saham for dunia and akhirat,,amin.

take a deep breath and think about how awesome ur life..peace and out~

long night

this is the busiest  nite i had through for this semester. its hard enough to stay up late now, i am getting older i guess. 2 hours ago i went to shisha with my awesome besties. Nothing new , just a boring and tired nite. I want to go out watching movie, i want to watch hantu bonceng but my rumet had downloaded it. bahaha. I am sorry FINAS. Next time i go cinema ok!. This week all my old fren come and contact me, but i am too busy. sorry guys and girl. My facebook chat is full of my exstudent SKIL. Everytime, salam cigu,hai cigu, i just reply sorry cigu bzz. cause i really am. nest tym we chat k. Cant wait for october, a free month where the month of the awesomeness will rise. it will be legend... wait for the october to comes....dary. influence by barney stinson. pff. Hell yeah, im not attendidng Seminar BIG tomorrow . im so fuckin tired. and tomorrow gym day. i guess i go at night if im not busy. im not stress, just empty. everyday i feel the same. But is goodlah kan, good la sgt. i cant feel my leg now..its too cold in my room. well, its 5am.

the voice

tgok title tau sda aku maw update apa kan..now i am so into maroon 5 punya lagu,,like jagger feat christina aguilera.cari la kat utube..lagu tu memg superb. oya,,sbe aku macam besa la,,bilik gerakan n tido, x banyak gerak sangat but aku kena relieve klas 3 hari and last daya sekor2. hbis dah teka teki aku, next sbe aku bawak cop, so fun skit dlm kelas. nothin new in my life rambut lama, badan tmbah gmuk (raya kan), tinggi macam biasa. gf masi yg lama.oya. ni first raya aku sma dia. just badan aku makin penat sejak 2,3 hari ni. kurang exercise kot, yelah kat rumah exercise g freezer ambil makanan tu pun kira penat dah. this raya paling penat aku rasa sebab ada 2 hari open house. penat beb. my mum sma aku ja, tkejar2 g dapur , masak la serve la..huh/=.= but its ok asal mum hepi.hee..setiap raya mesti aku tpikir napala aku teda adik perempuan senang sikit kerja aku klu ada.haha . i need girl d rumah aku so senang kerja rumah ni malar aku. bahaha..ok next.ni latest pic aku.
    

 

ni la kerja aku masa akan datang.jeng3. ajar budak2. next pic dak sbe raya kat umah aku.!

 

from left. nazrul,aku,zul,mimi,fatin.and angela. tukang pic c sabtia. ip teknik,ipkent and ip tawau.

dear future fariq

dont u ever change urself to skema person.

live ur life to fullest

make ur fren as ur family

treat ur mom nicely

treat ur gf (iqa)even better

dont do drugs

play more game

play dota even more

pray harder

jan kuat marah

be a good teacher

thats all

asosayoha!

ramadhan al mubarak

Ahlan wasahlan ya ramadhan

sebulan puasa,,yeayy!

banyak benda best tym puasa ni. macam biasa la kan bazar and all thats stuff.

aku tak penah ponteng puasa is fact.

and aku selalu ponteng terawih juga adalah fact.=( taulah sunnat, but when dah dapat terawih sangat puas hati. i try my best ok!.

 esok puasa dah.dan esok juga adalah hari yang memenatkan dengan kerja PJ yang x setel, petang ada kelas PJ jam 5pm. so challenge accepted !

tinggal 26 day  balik sabah,! hee..raya !

hear with your heart not your ear.

addicted to being alone

no picture no video entry. entry ni for reality of my life since i was is childhood. i like to be alone,,its give me privacy so much. i can do whatever i want. maybe sebab dari kecik aku xpna share apa2 ngan orang. tidor sorg, makan sorg2, men sorg2. tgok tv sorg2, men game sorang, the best part of my life when i was 15 years. aku keja kat shang ri la hotel as a banquet , bartender and pantry. best part is aku g sorg2 interview,  first day work is 21 november 2005. i work as banquet , sumpah aku teda kawan sana. satu org pun aku x kenal. so by hook or crook aku kena cari kawan juga. my first fren is haniff. guess what umur dia sma cam aku 15. and dia budak likas. x jauh dari rumah la. den i meet rina. waitress at raflesia. she is pretty ,umur dia 5 years tua dari aku. tym tu i just panggil dia rin, dia sgt rajin ok, always take ot. then i meet hamzah , a ptpl student. the point is, make friend is not hard, u just being peramah skit and get interest whatever they say. then u make friend. all this exp make my    

life more easier,, and keja ni paling  best. kami mula jam 5 petang and balik 6 pagi. kira macam my life was upside down la. pagi tidur mlm keja , guess what i can get 300 in a week. so worth it. and im 15 , proud peeps.

klu kat maktab aku sgt suka when cuti. so ramai yang balik. so dorm kosong. and rumet aku balik. best. i can stay at my room for 2 day. watchin my fav movie. season drama, play dota on9. thats y i love to be alone sometimes. 

but surprisingly, all my fren (llaki ja) rasanya suma penah tido rumah aku. aku selalu bawak, jom lepak rumah, men game, and lepak2. alll anak tunggal rasanya ada feel camni,. being alone will make ur happy sometimes. its not forever alone. haha. its just a feeling where i can think right and make some plan. 

jumaat, sabtu dan ahad

how i met your mother,  ni lah season drama yang paling syok aku tgok stakat ni. sangat best. seriously did u ask ask your father how he met your mother.  i dont have a chance to ask my father, so ask ur father. !,,

next topic..

perfect.

ps:i dont really like Perfect by simple plan band, first heard i like it but bila ko sda ulang balik2 d hitz.tv and mtv memang muak la aku nak dgr.

 there is no perfect in relationship, its just happiness. no need to compare urself to others. means when ko dah hepi ngan orang 2,  just stay!, im not a good advisor. but i know how it works. there will be trouble  sepanjg relation , but if  u lulus all the thing, that will be good. so either u want be a single or couple just make sure u r happy. fuck the emo thing. and get a life.

ok next story,  kang malam sambung,,nak tgok HIMYM and mam maggi cup.,,slrrpp

Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, the dates, or the showing off. It's about being with that person that makes you happy in a way no one else can