addicted to being alone

no picture no video entry. entry ni for reality of my life since i was is childhood. i like to be alone,,its give me privacy so much. i can do whatever i want. maybe sebab dari kecik aku xpna share apa2 ngan orang. tidor sorg, makan sorg2, men sorg2. tgok tv sorg2, men game sorang, the best part of my life when i was 15 years. aku keja kat shang ri la hotel as a banquet , bartender and pantry. best part is aku g sorg2 interview,  first day work is 21 november 2005. i work as banquet , sumpah aku teda kawan sana. satu org pun aku x kenal. so by hook or crook aku kena cari kawan juga. my first fren is haniff. guess what umur dia sma cam aku 15. and dia budak likas. x jauh dari rumah la. den i meet rina. waitress at raflesia. she is pretty ,umur dia 5 years tua dari aku. tym tu i just panggil dia rin, dia sgt rajin ok, always take ot. then i meet hamzah , a ptpl student. the point is, make friend is not hard, u just being peramah skit and get interest whatever they say. then u make friend. all this exp make my    

life more easier,, and keja ni paling  best. kami mula jam 5 petang and balik 6 pagi. kira macam my life was upside down la. pagi tidur mlm keja , guess what i can get 300 in a week. so worth it. and im 15 , proud peeps.

klu kat maktab aku sgt suka when cuti. so ramai yang balik. so dorm kosong. and rumet aku balik. best. i can stay at my room for 2 day. watchin my fav movie. season drama, play dota on9. thats y i love to be alone sometimes. 

but surprisingly, all my fren (llaki ja) rasanya suma penah tido rumah aku. aku selalu bawak, jom lepak rumah, men game, and lepak2. alll anak tunggal rasanya ada feel camni,. being alone will make ur happy sometimes. its not forever alone. haha. its just a feeling where i can think right and make some plan.